Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Peace
Monday, December 6, 2010
Way of Faith
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Hope
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Christ the King
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Timing is everything
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Born Anew
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Made Well
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
I Thank Thee.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Mark your Calendar
Thursday, October 14, 2010
On the way...
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Bread of Wholeness
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Clever & Prudent
Friday, September 17, 2010
Finding Joy
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Useful Freedom
Philemon
Did you hear about baby Jamie? His parents and twin sister were on the news and the internet last week. Jamie was pronounced dead at birth, while his twin sister was healthy and thriving. His parents wanted to say good-bye by loving him. His mother got him on her chest skin-to-skin and they held and talked to him. They wanted to love him for the last minutes of his life. The doctor warned them that he would make involuntary movements and not to get their "hope up." The minutes turned into tens of minutes, and they were simply overjoyed to have more time with their dying son. Even when he opened his eyes they were just happy to have seen his eyes before he would die. They were loving him onto heaven. They time continued with more movements one would not believe a clinically dead baby would make, and while they were still in the mindset of loving him to God, they were starting to have some hope and asked for the doctor to visit. The doctor kept reporting back through the nurses that it was natural for a baby to move etc. Well when it was about two hours later and the Jamie tried to move his head and grasp with his fingers, the father reported he said a little white lie to the doctor. He told the nurse to tell the doctor, "We have come to grips with our son's death, and we wanted to talk to him about how it happened." The doctor arrived and today Jamie is five months old.
When I heard what the father did to compel the doctor to check out his son I thought about the letter of Philemon. No, Paul does not utilize any white lies, but he does carefully craft this letter to influence Philemon's actions. Paul is writing this letter to Philemon so Onesimus will be accepted back into the home not just as a slave, but as a brother in Christ. Paul starts this personal letter by also naming others in the household, knowing it would be read not just to the head of the house, Philemon. Paul also ends the letter by saying prepare a room for me, which is his way of saying he would check up on Philemon's action. Some believe that Onesimus was a slave that ran away and found his way to Paul, which may be the case if he was compelled to hear about Christ from Paul, but if he truly wanted to escape he would not have gone to a friend of the household. It seems that Onesimus was actually sent to Paul by Philemon, but was greatly delayed in returning. He was delayed perhaps because Paul needed his services and because Onesimus was accepting Christ as his savior through his work with Paul and the others who were imprisoned. In those days, if someone delayed a slave or helped him escape, they would owe the owner for the work, hence Paul's offer to put anything owed on his account.
Paul wants not to simply have Onesimus accepted back into the household but to be an example about how the church should operate. Paul uses Onesimus' name to make a point for it means "useful," but Paul states that Onesimus was not previously useful. This must not be true in the literal sense, for why would Philemon be concerned about a runaway slave or delayed slave if he was not useful, and if he was sent to work with Paul would he not choose a useful servant to work with Paul, who planted the church in Philemon's own household? So when Paul is saying Onesimus was not useful, he was playing with his name to make a point that how he accepts him into the household, into the church, will be a useful example. Onesimus will be able to do the same useful work, but now he will also be a brother, not a slave. And even though Philemon owes his very self to Paul (which Paul will mention he will not bring to bear) Philemon must accept Onesimus on the basis of love. This rhetoric that Paul uses, does seem to our contemporary selves, to be "passive-aggressive," however I believe Paul's point is that he is not trying to tell Philemon what to do, but that his freedom from sin and evil through Christ Jesus, must be the authority.
When Jamie's parents were loving him into death, they were intent to listen to that love. Love was their authority and a resurrection happened.
God is love and thus Love is the authority and if you follow Love, resurrection happens!!!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Kingdom Talk
Luke 14:1, 7-14
Five years ago this week I was flying back from Costa Rica, with twelve others, after a mission trip where we tiled a sanctuary floor and painted a parsonage in a small town. We were fortunate that our return trip was routed through Dallas, as Miami was feeling the effects of Hurricane Katrina, which moved methodically across the Gulf towards Mississippi and New Orleans. While we were en route the pilot told us to look out the right side windows to see the storm that had been in the news. We were not of an altitude to see the eye of the storm, like the classic pictures of Katrina we all know so well, but we could see a wall of gray. We knew within 24 hours where we would send our next mission team.
Since our Senior Minister grew up in Mississippi she got contacts for our middle school youth group with FUMC of Biloxi. The youth exchanged letters and raised money for rebuilding. I began searching for places to serve with the intergenerational team, most of who had served in Costa Rica, but most of the youth were still under the age of 16 prohibiting them from most of the work sites. I then realized that the church in Biloxi had started their own rebuilding mission center. Their first mission after repairing the water damage to the church (saved from the surge by the one building in front of the church that had the first two floors wiped away) was to install six showers to be able to house volunteers. I called and talked with the coordinator and convinced them that my youth under 16 were prepared and mature enough, it helped that we were not simply a youth group and that the youth had been in contact with their youth group. So off we went in April of 2006 to help rebuild Biloxi.
We arrived in Biloxi and could see the massive destruction from the surge and a great amount from wind away from the coast. There were a lot of construction workers, but all of them were working on the hotels and casinos. At the church, there was some confusion at where we would be working which is quite normal for a volunteer effort. Some teams more skilled then others and thus work goes quicker or slower then you can plan. We decided to combine out youth with the youth from a church from North Carolina and then the adults were split among three work sites. I went with the youth along with an adult from the other church and our guide. Our job was to do landscaping. That does not seem very productive when there was important building work to be done, but if you spend the day with our team you would have understood the importance of this task. We were outside small FEMA trailers planting flowers and/or cleaning up the signs of the storm that lay around from trash to broken limbs. Yes some of the homes still needed to be rebuilding, but people were still waiting for money from insurance companies, donations, etc. We had free labor but supplies were limited to help everyone at that time. I remember one FEMA trailer that the church built a ramp from the trailer to inside the house, so the woman who was in a wheelchair could have her laundry room and some storage in the house and thus have that much more room in the trailer. A temporary fix but a thoughtful and greatly improved her standard of living, and that is what the landscaping did for many. We even went to the director of the volunteers home that was not affected by the hurricane to mow his lawn, as he spend more hours at the center then he did at his office before retirement. The youth understood how important this ministry was for the people trying to live in Biloxi that first spring after Katrina.
The adults were working on various homes two were modest homes, while the largest work site was a wonderful three-story home with a small lot. The owner was a divorced woman with 2 kids, who had started rebuilding by hiring some contractors. The first group took her money and did nothing and the second simply did shoddy work (even to us unskilled volunteers). These types of con jobs were numerous, while the high paying construction jobs went to those working on the casinos. I remember coming back in the evenings and hearing from some of the adults, how they were disappointed they were not working on building homes for the poor. There was one man that was very disappointed and I had a conversation with him about how most of the poor had left the city wither because their home was destroyed and/or their jobs were gone, or are waiting for funds for the homes from grants, donations, and insurance. He said he understood, but I could also tell he was still disappointed and upset that he was working on a home that was like his own back in New England. Every night we would gather for devotionals and reflection and on the third night I paired him with a middle school student. She shared her experience and how she was happy to serve, even if it was not to actually building a home. He shared his frustration and she made him understand that it was not about helping someone that was poorer and less fortunate; rather it was about helping as God needs you to help. The next day he shared with me how she opened his eyes, and I will confirm his attitude improved greatly (as well as all the adults).
Two years later (three years after the storm) we were back with some new missionaries as well, in New Orleans. For the first time I was able to get into the infamous 9th ward. I was expecting to see some devastation, but I honestly did not expect it to be as bad as it still was three years later. There were a few homes being lived in and a few being worked on, but for the most part it was row after row of destroyed homes getting worse with weather and time. I could not imagine being on one of the roofs calling out for a rescue. It made me think of the buses that came to the Super Dome and how people wanted to get on those seats. Seeing the devastation still so evident, I realized that it was important for people to stand up and make known what happened to them. It was even confirmed recently in court that the army corps of engineers cut corners and knew about it. It is important that not everyone take the humble seat and simply wait for someone to raise them to a seat of higher honor.
This brings us to today's scripture. Jesus is talking specifically to these Pharisees about the Kingdom and not simply creating a new social norm. That is if someone takes this scripture to mean we are to go somewhere and act more humble to be exalted then are you not simply being humble to be exalted? Jesus was not reforming behavior but came to change it. Just look carefully at the scripture, it is clear that all the guests who were to take the lesser seats at the next party, for the host is not to invite them, but rather people that cannot repay. At first glance, my anecdotes above contradict these parables, however, it you realize that Jesus is talking specifically to these Pharisees and not simply changing the etiquette. The woman that we helped rebuild her house certainly has the ability to repay us, but she is going to pass-it-on not just help someone to repay us. When we go on missions even when we are helping the poor we must not be doing it to simply appease our guilt for that would put us in the position of being repaid for our effort. And as the Rev. Doc. Martin Luther King Jr. said in his famous "I have a dream speech" our founders wrote a promissory note to everyone. Throughout the history of this country it took people to stand up and require better seating. If that was not true, we would not have celebrated 90 years of women's suffrage this past week. Katrina brings light to the fact that it is important that people not simply wait humbly but need to speak up humbly and thus exalt the Divine. This is what Kingdom Talk is, doing what is right for God and not for ourselves; right for our fellow humans not for our own glory, for the glory of God.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Unfetter
Luke 13:10-21
We find Jesus in the synagogue on the Sabbath, as a Rabbi one should not be surprised. There are other instances in which the authorities try to trick Jesus by presenting someone to be healed, but not in this case. She happened in and Jesus saw her and had compassion for her and cured her ailment that he described as being bound by Satan. We have an understanding that disease is not caused by someone sinning or their family sinning, but in the first century that was a common belief. (Sadly there are those today that uphold that same notion). In this scene Jesus is making it clear that he has the power to cure and heal her. There is a difference between healing and cure. Jesus will always provide healing, it may not be the miracle cure we desire, but we will be made whole by the Love. Cures take away all the sickness, and as humans we have discovered many cures for ailments that plague us, but there are also cures that are simply miracles. Thus when someone asks for prayers of healing, I always ask also for the miracles, for as you can see that is not beyond Jesus' love.
What I find more interesting in this piece of scripture is the metaphor Jesus uses to demonstrate that the woman should be healed on the Sabbath and the two small parables he states because of this interaction. Jesus reminds everyone that they would not leave their donkey or ox at the manger but would untie them and bring them to water even on the Sabbath. How much more would a daughter of Abraham deserve to not be fettered by Satan? This of course wins the argument hands down and leads Jesus to respond with the two parables that compare the Kingdom of God to small things.
The first is the mustard seed which everyone knew was a small seed and Jesus describes the mustard bush as a tree larger than normal as it would be home to many birds. The second is that of the leaven, the yeast, my favorite in part because I was a baker and pastry chef for years prior to seminary. In those days, yeast was known but it was not visible, as there were no microscopes, but the bakers kept the yeast alive as a sourdough. This makes me think of what we would use today for this parable, and I believe it would be a molecule as we cannot see molecules yet we have an understanding that they exist. Well the woman took the leaven and kneaded it into three measures of flour. Now that is not like three cups, but more like what a bakery would receive as a delivery rather than have as a recipe, making this even more astonishing. Why would Jesus share these parables after healing this woman? I believe there are many answers but one of the simplest is that we too get bound and fettered by emotions such as envy, fear, jealousy, etc., even if we are trying to harvest fruits of the Spirit. The good news is that we only need a small amount of the Spirit to grow the Kingdom of God in each of us.
Reading and studying this scripture I kept being reminded of my first two days at work at the Henion Bakery. I had worked for a few months in a bakery that had a lot of machines, and I was excited to work at this artisan "by-scratch" bakery. The first day I was shown what my responsibilities were and shadowed Dave my wonderful boss, as he demonstrated how the work. Much of the work I understood why and how to do the work, until it came to the second to last thing of the day. (The last thing is always to clean-up). It was to make the apple strudel; I was not intimidated by throwing the apples, sugar, flour, and spices into the bowl without measuring correctly, but by stretching the dough. I had made small strudels using phyllo dough from the grocery store, so I understood creating the many layers of dough with butter between to create the flaky crust around the apples, but I could not understand how he stretched a piece of dough I could fit in the palm of my hand at least 3 feet by 3 feet. It seemed he could go further, but the bench was only so deep. I was frightened. The next day went well until I got to stretch the dough; I could feel my anxiety raising stopping me from even starting. I was fearful of failing. I said to myself, "I have all the physical ability to do this task, I have faith in myself." Well the anxiety still fettered me, I was fearful of failing, not of doing it. I then realized that even if I failed I could learn and my new boss would not fire me. This anxiety of fear had stopped me in the past, but this time that small speck of love I felt, unburdened me from the fear and anxiety. To this day I go back to that moment when that type of anxiety and fear surfaces, reminding me it only takes a small speck of the invisible love to unfetter me. I stretched the small piece of dough very well that day. From a small blob to a great thin sheet that created a dozen or so of large pieces of apple strudel for the next day.
We will be bound by these negative emotions and greater demons, and the Kingdom of God will unbind us from if we allow God's love to grow within us, which only takes knowledge of that love, you do not even have to see it.